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Do we have a wall between us? [ 10.21.05 at 7:30pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | No Doubt. ] I know. I haven't updated since ever. But I guess this is the time to do so. I feel really depressed, but at the time I'm not, I feel..distant. You know, ever since I've moved, it's brought me nothing but unpleasant surprises, let's take for instance, when my mom got sick. That was hell. I just..don't know anymore. My school year is about to end, and I can't say I've had a lot of good times. But, oh well. It wasn't that bad. As far as the title goes, do we? I'm not gonna mention any names. And, since she hardly ever checks or even updates livejorunal at that matter, I don't think she'd ever see this..So. I have a huge problem. I mean, this girl, is my best friend. She has been since the summer or '02. But, ever since I moved.., I mean, things were obviously gonna change. But, honestly, I never imagined it was gonna be this huge of a change. I mean, we talk, like we used to, and stuff. But, I spill my heart out, and her responses aren't the same. I'm not exactly waiting for a lecture or anything, but it's just not the same. And now, that she has her significant other, I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm so fucking happy for her, I'm glad she got him, but, are things gonna get as worse? I mean, from my side. if things are totally changed from my side, imagine how it's gonna be then. I'm not trying to be egotistical, I just..want a realistic answer here. Like a sign or something. I mean, I don't know. Are we gonna grow apart? I'm scared. I don't want that to happen. Really. heartbreaks

Harr. [ 08.30.05 at 7:33pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | [A77] ] "Heartbreaker." Avoid resisting, the soft spell addiction, Like it was easy, to dominate myself, and know that you're leaving, Everything turns dark, and all I can say is.. More, give me a little more, I want to intoxicate myself in you, heartbreaker, Today before the final end, I want to intoxicate myself in you, heartbreaker, Give me your drug.. And to think you once said to end it, my life is a complete disaster, and I don't you in it, But finally, I chased you down a maze of broken mirrors, and appeared in a town where I can't get out of, More, give me a little more, I want to intoxicate myself in you, heartbreaker, Today before the final end, I want to intoxicate myself in you, heartbreaker, Give me your drug.. More, give me a little more, I want to intoxicate myself in you, heartbreaker, Today before the final end, I want to intoxicate myself in you, heartbreaker, Give me your drug.. Harr. <33 Teh awesome. I post too much. Brah. Remme is teh awesome. That he is. <3 WHO WILL BE MY VALENTINE?!! :DDD ...Must I stalk Billie Joe? That doesn't sound like a bad idea at all, really. :D I love Chibish. A lot. <3 2 teardrops heartbreaks

Eee-yup. [ 08.30.05 at 7:18pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | [A77] ] Hey, you guys! Toldja I wasn't gonna be updating too much, but I try. I can't leave it completely, right? Well. I've had..odd weeks. Pretty boring and uninteresting, actually. A lot of homework/tests and school stuff. God, I am so excited there's only two months left. Seriously. School here is so fucking harddd..., while I'm finishing, you guys are all going back to school, which also sucks. You know. I've been having these weird moods, and days. I just dunno anymore. I feel like I've come out of my body, and been floating around, and I can't find my way back or something. I guess that's like a side affect of stress? I don't know. I mean, I've been stressed out before, but never like this. It's like..really weird. I need help, but I think that's like an understatement from before. Especially for those who know me. So. I'm going back for a month in December, hopefully the first week.. I wish my parents hadn't separated. My life is upside down, and now that I'm like spaced out for a this certain time, I think it's much worse. I don't know, everything seems out of place, nothing seems to go right. It's like, you want everything to be perfect, and there's this..like, you just want a specific of a way you want it to be, and then you go and say, "God, nothing ever seems to go right." This is just way to extreme. I'm still fort of in the way of adjusting..I dunno. I'm ranting. Valentine's Day is coming up. Odd, really. Because of the 14th of February thing going on. It's September 17th. Who wants to be my valentine? D: <3 I miss you, Jessica. A lot. And you too Fluffy. <3 1 teardrops heartbreaks

Guess who's comingg bacck??? [ 08.21.05 at 2:54pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Blink 182. ] Yeah, that'd be me. :DDDD I spoke to teh dad today. He said he'd take me in the beginning of December until the end of January. WOOT. And if I play my cards right, guess who's going back for Sophmore yearrr.. HELL YES!!!! :DDDD 1 teardrops heartbreaks

BEST. ENTRY. EVER. [ 08.19.05 at 6:08pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Jimmy Eat World. <3 ] What will happen when I go back.. My version: Cristina: *In Tracy's car.* Dude. i'm so glad to be back. Genna: YAYYYYY! EMOO!! *Pats Cristina's hair ANNOYINGLY.* Cristina: Hn. *twitch.* SO SO SO, Elly moved. FUCKING YES. Genna: *Stare.* Cristina: I mean. We're all very sorry for her loss. Cristina: *Goes to the South Wing.* Lady: Blah blah blah. lanyard, blah, schedule, blah. Cristina; THANKS LADY. NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE NORTH WING. YOU SUCK. Lady: You want a dash? Cristina: I mean,, I love you. o_o *runs* Cristina: *Enters Jessica's Literature class.* Teacher: We have a new student. Random kid. OMG EMO. Jessica: OMFG!!!!!!!!! Cristina: JESSICA! OMG! *Throws backpack at random kid.* Kid: OW! MY LEG. *Holds face.* Jessica and Cristina: *MASSIVE GLOMPING LYK WHOAH.* Kid: Wow..two kids hugging, dude. *bell rings. lunch time, haha.* *Sits at table.* Jesse: Want fishy,penguin? Cristina: PENGUIN! Rob: *laughing hysterically.* Jessica: *rising eyebrow.* [This guy I used to absolutely love and still think is hawt.]: *Walks by.* *Cheesy.Music.* Me: *STAREEEEEEEE.* Jesse: Penguin? Cristina: I LOVE YOU [BLANK]! *Throws self.* I ALWAYS DID AND ALWAYS HAVE, MAN! YOU BEAUTIFUL CREATURE. [This guy I used to absolutely love and still think is hawt.]: : O_O That's my version.. Now Jessica's version, which OWNS EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD, HARR HARR. BEST. VERSION. EVER. Jessica's version.. Cristina: *wakes up* *the sun pops up with sunglasses and the flowers do too and music starts playing and they all dance around* Cristina: ….wtf…? *your clothes walk to you and put themselves on* *you get ready and go In Tracy’s car* Tracy, Genna, hell, even George: Cristina!!! You're back!!! Genna: OMFGWTF!!!! *GLOMP* *kitty ears pop outta nowhere* Katie: << >> BOB GRIM!!!!!!! OMGFGFGFG!! *okay, you get to school* *school leans over and hugs you* Ghetto people: *EXPLODE!* Tkacz: *runs by, streaking* SHE'S BACK!! SHE'S BACK!!! DON'T SMILE AT ME, DAMNIT!!!!!! Preps: *get scarred and die* Jasket: BABY COME BACK!!! *running by in a tutu* *stops* Oh, Cristina! Downy breathmint? Cristina: Umm.. okay then...? Jasket: HOLY GRAIL! *throws them in the air and runs off* Cristina: WTF IS GOING ON??!?!?!?! Jessica: CRISTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!! *MASSIVE EXTREME GLOMP FEST* Cristina: OMFG! Youre.. NOT RED?!?!?!?!?! Jessica: *dances around like she's got ants in her pants* [This guy I used to absolutely love and still think is hawt.]: : *passes by* *looks at you* OH MY GOD! *jumps at you and kisses you* Well. We're crazy. We need serious counciling. kthnx. <3 I did nothing this week! Pure exams and stuff and studying in school. Brah. Nothing new. :D 1 teardrops heartbreaks

SO MUCH WORK. D: [ 08.17.05 at 2:27pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Under A Dying Sun. ] Okay. As I've stated once or twice, I'm on a different calender so I don't finish school until November. Which sucks. But oh well. So, I'm having overloads of homework, I have to expose projects for three subjects, do paperwork, plus, I have mid-year terms, and end of the marking period tests, so it's really tough for me now. And since I've failed math the past two marking periods, I've gotta pick up on that. I'm not gonna be able to update as much UNTIL November, so I'll miss you guys!!! 4 teardrops heartbreaks

<3 [ 08.11.05 at 7:42pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | LDA. ] Well, I've been feeling a lot better. Thankfully. I was pretty down last week, and part of this week. Almost done with my year. Going on to my Sophmore year. Woot. <3 Survey thing. You are [ ] really short under 5'2 [x] 5'2 -5'6" [ ] 5'7''more medium then short [ ] in between 5'7" - 6' [ ] tall [ ] blonde [] redhead [ ] brunette [ ] dirty blonde/brownish [x ] black [ ] brown [ ] blue-eyed [] brown-eyed [ ] green-eyed [ ] hazel eyed [x ] gold/gray-eyed [ ] bluish/gray- eyed [] glasses [ ] contacts [ ] short hair [x] med. [ ] long hair Your nationality includes... [ ] chinese [ ] indian [ ] taiwanese [ ] japanese [x] hispanic [ ] nicoya [ ] puerto rican [ ] chicana [] italian [ ] scottish [ ] filipino [ ] armenian [ ] dutch [ ] french [] german [ ] irish [ ] greek [ ] portuguese [] polish [ ] english [ ] korean [ ] jamacian [ ] canadian [ ] lithuanian [ ] Native American [ ] Russian [ ] British [ ] Swedish [ ] African [ ] Peruvian [] hungarian [ ] thai [ ] Czech-Slovakian [ ] you aren't sure [ ] Romanian [ ] Finnish [ ] Egyptian [ ] Welsh [ ] norweigian [ ] croation [ ] american Your favorite color(s) are? [] red [ ] khaki [ x] pink [ ] yellow [x] black [ ] green [ ] blue [x ] white [ ] silver [] purple [ ] brown [ ] orange [ ] clear Some sports/physical things you have done? [ ] soccer [ ] cheerleading [x ] dancing [ ] lacrosse [ ] field hockey [ ] hockey [ ] football [ ] softball [ ] wrestling [ ] gymnastics [ ] track/cross country [ ] Basketball [ ] baseball [ ] golf [ ] playing music [ ] hiking [ ] kayaking-white water rafting [ ] camping [ ] horseback riding [] tennis [x ] volleyball [x ] martial arts [ ] rugby [ ] Frisby Golf [ ] surfing Your personality is sometimes... [x] talkative [x] shy [x] funny [x] serious [x] bubbly [x] spazzy [x] fun loving [x] laid back [x] strict [x] hyper [x] weird [x] ditzy [x] sarcastic [x] slow The music you like is? [] classic rock(some) [ ] rap [ ] alternative [x] rock [ ] pop (some) [ ] country [ ] r&b (some) [ ] slow jams [ ] Christian [ ] classical [ ] techno [] oldies (some) [x] punk [] metal [ ] reggae [x] emo [x ] screamo [x ] Latin [x ] hardcore [ ] noise [x ] ska [ ] 80's [ ] reggaeton [ ] Dancehall The pets you have had? []cat [x] dog [ ] lizard [ ] rat [ ] ferret [x] rabbit [] fish [ ] ducks [] chickens [ ] horse [ x] bird [ ] frog [] hermit crab [ ] prarie dog [ ] none [] turtle [ ] hamster [ ] snake [ ] gerbil [ ] guinea pig [ ] goat [ ] chinchilla [ ] tarantula [ ] squirrel [ ] grasshopper [ ] turkey [ ] geese Clothes you like to wear are? [ ] plain tshirts [] sweatshirts [] sneakers [x] jeans [ ] pj pants [x] boxers [x] underwear [x ]toe socks [] flip flops [ ] halter tops [ ] Polos [x] band tshirts [ ] shorts [ ] boots [ ] arm-warmers You're mostly labeled as? [ ] wow none of these [x] goth [x] emo [x ] indie [ ] prep [ x] punk/skater [ ] ghetto/gangsta [ ] Rudeboy [ ] hippie [ x] ditzy [ ] scene [ x] hyper [ ] happy [ ] slutty [] suicidal [ ] poser [] not sure [ ] everything [ ] kandy kid [ ] Redneck [x] DRUGGiE [] tomboy You eat? [x] dessert [ ] no meat [ ] diet stuff [ ] healthy foods [x] junk foods [ ] a lot of carbs [x] meat [] salad [] seafood [] cheese A typical friday night... [ x] mall with friends [x ] partying [x]watching movies [ ] going to the club [x] staying home [ ] babysitting and getting $$ [x] hanging out w/ my friends [x ]hangin out w/your bf or gf [ ] working while your friends are out having fun! Online, you use: [] lol [] sup [x] =D or :D [] lmao [ ] stfu [] ty [] jk [] ttyl [ ] lylas/lylab [] g2g [] ^.^ [] T_T [x] XD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Name 20 random people that you know. (don't look at the questions, just randomly name people first) 1. Jessica P. 2 Luke. 3. Jesse. 4. Elly. 5. Genna. 6. Margarita. 7. Rob. 8. Laura. 9. Marcos. 10. Vanessa S. 11. Sandra. 12. Mauricio. 13. Hernan. 14. Jackie. 15. Andy. 16. Andy. #2 17. Danny. 18. Daniel. 19. Vanessa C. 20. Bani. How did you meet 13? Internet. He thought I was awesome because I'm american and listen to emo. (?!) What would you do if you never met 5? I woulda never gotten a ride to Clifton High! D: Nah, she's a sweetie. I dunno. What do you honestly think of 10? She can be cool. Even though, she's kinda annoying. Would or did 19 and 8 date? No, I don't think so. Have you ever liked 3? Yes, I have. Wasn't a smart choice. If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? Oh my God, I'd go down with her, I can never live without her. Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? No, no they would not. Describe 7 in 3 words: Crazy, weird, and funny. Do you think 12 is hot? No, I don't. Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple? Ahahaha, yeah, they would. What do you think when you see 8? "I wish I had those eyes." Tell me something humiliating about 11. Her pants ripped crossing the street. Haha. Do you know any of 3's family members? Nope! What's 20's favorite color? Pink. Aha! On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? 10 AND UP. What language does 19 speak? Spanish. Who is 8 going out with? Marcos. Is 9 a girl or a boy? Boy. Would 18 and 4 make a good couple? Yeah, they would. What grade is 17 in? 12th. When was the last time you talked to 12? Since last sunday. What is 3's favorite band? I've no idea. Does 1 have any siblings? Yes, a sister. Jennifer. would you ever date 6? Hahaha. No. Would you ever date 7? NO. Is 15 single? Yeah. What is 20's last name? Cardona. What is 5's middle name? Jordan. What is 10's fantasy? Marrying her boyfriend. Or seeing him in syrup. Would 14 and 19 make a good couple? Yeah, they'd be cute. What school does 16 go to? Some Korean school. What school does 1 go to? Clifton High. Where does 9 live? Clifton, NJ. Would you make out with 13? No. Is 12 older than you? Yes. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1) When was the last time you went to the bathroom outside? Um. Never. 2) When was the last time you saw one of your parents? Like, 5 minutes ago. 3) Which family member do you most resemble? My dad. 4) Do you wear cologne/perfume? Yes, I do. 5) Do you wear deodorant? GOD, YES. 6) Do you 'clean up nice'? Um, I dunno. xD 7) When was the last time you tripped and fell? Today. Hahaha. 8) Where was the last place you slept besides your home? Dude, like a year ago. 9) What are you listening to right now? Green Day. 10) Have you ever started an uncontrollable fire? No, I wish. 11) Ever run out of gas on the road? Nope. 12) Would you rather cut the grass or rake the leaves? Rake leaves. 13) Your name spelled backwards? anitsirC. 14) What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? MSN. Hahaha. 15) Last time you swam in a pool? Last year. D: 16) Have you ever been in a school play? No. Wait, yes. Wait. No. Um, I don't remember. 17) How many kids do you want? 3. 18) Type of music you dislike most? D: Hip/Hop. 19) You registered to vote? If school polls count. 20) You have cable? Yes. 21) Ever prank call anybody? That's my hobby. 22) Best friends? Jessica, Luke. 23) Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? BOTH. Hell yeah for adrenaline. 24) Do you have a garden? Yeah. 25) What's your favorite comic strip? I dunno. 26) Bath or Shower, morning or night? Shower, morning and night. 27) Best movie you've seen in the past month? Um. Hm. I dunno. 28) Favorite pizza topping? Pepperoni. 29) Chips or popcorn? Chips. 30) What color lipstick do you usually wear? I don't, but I wear lipgloss. 31) Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Hahaha, no. 32) Orange Juice or apple? Apple! 33) Favorite type of chocolate bar? I don't like chocolate. But, Snickers is always good. 34) When was the last time you voted at the polls? I'm not old enough. 35) Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? I don't like tomatoes. 36) Are you a good cook? Oh yeah, if you consider someone who made a pot explode with soup! 37) Ever order anything from an infomercial? No. 38) Sprite or 7-up? 7-up. 39) Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? No, but I wear one to school. 40) Ever thrown up in public? Not that I remember, no. 41) Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? Finding true love. 42) Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes, of course I do. 43) Can ex's be friends? Uh, sure. Why not. 44) Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? My mom. 45) Did you have a lot of hair as a baby? Yes. And I had huge green eyes. I looked like Billie Joe. Hahaha. 46) What message is on your answering machine? "Um, watch this show. 'Kay, bye." 47) What do you think about most? Love. 48) Favorite form of travel? Airplane. 49) Ever drink rotten milk? Unfortunantly. 50) What do you think of the person who posted this ahead of you? Okay. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Put an x next to the ones that are true [x] I am a cuddler [ x] I am an OKAY dancer. [ ] I am a morning person. [ x]I am a perfectionist. [x ] I am an only child. []x I am Catholic. [x] I am currently in my pajamas. [ ] I am currently pregnant. [x] I am currently single [ ] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart. [ x] I am okay at styling other people's hair. [ ] I am left handed. [ ] I am married. [ x] I am obsessed with my myspace. [ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. x[] I am very shy around the opposite sex at first. [x] I bite my nails. [x] I can be paranoid at times. [ ] I currently have a crush on someone. [x] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing. [x] When i get mad I curse frequently. [x ] I don't hate anyone. [ ] I enjoy country music. [ ] I enjoy jazz music. [] I enjoy smoothies. [x ] I enjoy talking on the phone. [ ] I have a car. [ x] I have a cell phone. [] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school. [x?] I have a hidden talent. [x] I have a lot to learn. [] I have a pet. [] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. [] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl [x ] I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died. [] I have at least one brother and/or sister. [ ] I have been in a threesome. [x] I have been to another country. [ ] I have been to Europe. [x] I have been told that I am very smart. [x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. [ ] I have broken a bone. [ x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone. [ ] I have changed a diaper/nappy. [x] I have changed a lot over the past year. [] I have done something illegal. [ x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have had major/minor surgery [ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week. [ x] I have had the cops called on me. [] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. [] I have kissed someone of the same sex. [x] I have mood swings [x ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [x] I have rejected someone before. [ ] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy. [x ] I have seen the television show The O.C. [ ] I have tried a drug that is illegal. [] I have watched Sex and the City. [x] I have watched Spongebob Squarepants. [x] I like Shakespeare. [] I like the taste of blood. [ ] I love to cook. [] I like to sing. [ ] I love Michael Jackson. [x] I love my friends. [x] I love sleeping. [ ] I love to play computer games. [ x] I love to shop. [x] I miss someone right now. [ x] I own 100 CDs or more. [x] I own and use a library card. [ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream. [x] I read books for pleasure [x] I sleep a lot during the day. [x] I strongly dislike math. [ ] I think Britney Spears is/was pretty [] I was born in a country other than the US. [ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis. [x] I will try anything once. [ ] I work at a job that i enjoy [ ] I would classify myself as ghetto [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [ ] I can name all 7 dwarfs from Snow White [ x] I am currently wearing socks. [x] I hate summer [x] I am tired. [x] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt Do It! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1-WHERE DO YOU LIVE? Medellin, Colombia. 2-SEX OR ICE-CREAM? Ice cream. 3-WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? Pink. 4-WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW This. 5-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT TO EAT WITH? Hernan. 6-IF YOU WERE A TOY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? A pokemon. Hahaha. 7-WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON? France. 8-WHATS YOUR RING TONE? American Idiot. 9-WHAT DO YOU THINK A TOBLERONE IS? Um. I have no idea. 10-WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? My penguin pajamas! 11-DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No. 12-WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU? I GIVE ADVICE. 13-DO YOU OWN A VEHICLE? No. 14-WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE PLANS? Finishing school. 15-FAVE FILM: Dude, Where's My Car. 16-LAST FILM YOU SAW AT CINEMA? Last Samurai. 17-FAVE DAY OF THE YEAR? Friday. 18-DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE? Yes, I do. 19-ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT? Yes. 20- DO YOU SLEEP NAKED? No. 21-CHRISTMAS OR EASTER? Christmas. 22-LUST OR LOVE? Both. 23-KISSES OR HUGS? Both. 24-WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? Loving without being loved. 25-WORST SOUND? Reggaeton. 32-MILK CHOCOLATE OR WHITE? Chocolate milk. 33-DAY OR NIGHT? Night. 34-SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter. 35-CAKE OR PIE? Cake. 36-DIAMONDS OR PEARLS? Neither. 37-SUNRISE OR SUNSET? Sunset. 38-HAVE YOU BROKEN ANY BONES? I probably have. 39-DO YOU HATE ANYONE? I don't hate anyone. 40-DO YOU BELIEVE IN FIGHTING? Yeah, but I don't. Or at least not physically. 41-WHO DO YOU TURN TO FOR ADVICE? My mom. Hahaha. 42-YOU COULD HAVE ONE SKILL IN LIFE WHAT WOULD IT BE? Knowing about HAIR. <3 43-WHERE ARE YOUR FAVORITE PLACES TO SHOP? Hot Topic, Pacsun.. 44-WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WEBSITE? Myspace. 45-WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A proffesional hobo. 46-HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? No. 47-BMW OR MERCEDES? Mercedes. 49-PARIS HILTON OR ANGELINA JOLIE? Ew, neither. 50-Snuggle or Wild Sex? Snuggle! DAYUM. Long ass survey, man. <3 3 teardrops heartbreaks

??? [ 08.09.05 at 6:31pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Green Day. ] You know. Life is tough. I should get a helmet. Haha, lame joke. Oh well. You know what. I hate this week. No, even better; I hate this life I'm dragging on! For the past 9 months, I'm trying to figure out why is it exactly that I came back. Oh, yeah. Right. Me being selfless. I mean, why didn't I think of me for once? I've been thinking about the people that have surrounded me for my entire life, and this decision is something I regret and something I will probably regret for the rest of my life. That's how I feel. "???" Someone please clarify what "???" that means. Please? Do me a favor, and you could probably figure my life out while you're at it. This week was complete shit. Like I mentioned, Alex came. This little conceited asshole I can't stand. I got sick. I lost my voice. I went nowhere. My best friend hasn't gone on. I miss her. Terribly. Like my life back there. 1 teardrops heartbreaks

Holy crap! GOOD WEEKEND. [ 08.06.05 at 10:37pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | TBS. ] Well, as I predicted, the week with Alex did suck. A lot, as a matter of fact. He sucks. He's so fucking conceited. :o And he thinks he's so "ghetto". Brah, he sucks. Harr, harr. Oh well. I lost my voice. I sound retarted, hahaha. I met a friend! He was so cool! I actually think I kinda like him. Well, let's see what time brings along, he's really cool. Likes all the music I like and stuff. He's really sweet and stuff. heartbreaks

Hm. [ 08.02.05 at 12:51pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Dir En Gray. ] Day off. 'Cause I'm sick and stuff. Had a really high fever last night. It sucked. And that depression pit made it no easier for me. You know what. I really hope my parents get back together. It's probably aiming to high, but I have a small hope that they will. So far, my ramen's keeping me better. Yay for soup. xD And That 70's Show marathon too. See. You have no life either when you're sick. D: I WANT TO GO BACK. NEW JERSEY, I MISS YOU. And I agree, my Korean yummyness, We woulda hung out before if we woulda met sooner. That woulda made our plans and the engagement a lot easier. xDDD! It woulda been cool though. Alex is coming. (Friend.) Ugh. This week's gonna suck, I know it. <3 heartbreaks

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